Thursday, May 20


apekah itu???


tak kenal UPU tu apa?? kesian...

UPU adalah...Untuk Pening Utak...

tak caya?? try buat upu korang... kalu tak pening kepala, meh bgtau aku, aku bagi singgit buat beli cokelat... seriusly.. pening dhoe...

tapi yg paling penting, draf dulu apa yg korang suka n apa yg korang bleh amik ikut pointer atau keputusan korang.... huhuhu.. dlm kertas ek... jgn gi buat dlm tu terus... buat dlm tu terus, jgn cari aku kalau dapat perikanan ke apa ke ok...

lepas korang draf tu, owh.. ni part paling best.... bagi kat adik korang n suruh dia main "PADANKAN AYAT YANG SAMA"... bila dia dah selesai tu, korang amik balik... nak bagi markah?? eh.. takyah susah2....

korang tgk apa yg match dan list balik.... kalau ada la dalam 15 ke 20 pilihan yang match, korang wat satu lagi list, "YANG GERENTI DAPAT KEJA"... pastu ulang langkah diatas... selamat mencuba....

p/s: aku pakai tutup mata dan roll mouse tu je... takdir menentukan..

Saturday, May 15

Perfect MIND 101


“I am the one I have been looking for.” –Iyanla Vanzant
We spend so much of our time waiting to be loved, hoping love will find us, searching, yearning for that special love. Feeling empty and lost without it. Wanting someone to give us love and fill us up. Unfortunately, that’s not usually how life works. You will draw to you exactly what you create in life, and what you believe you are worthy of. So loving yourself can create love in your life. When you expect love from an external source, and someone or something does not fulfill your void and fantasy's, then you will feel worst then before. Love may come for you. However if you are mentally unstable in the insecure sense, you may not handle the relationship correctly and you will loose it. The love and admiration is meant to be shared. Not a greedy fill for your personal issues.

  1. Take a realistic evaluation of yourself. Be honest with yourself about how valuable you believe you are. The way you see yourself and treat yourself is the very way others will see you and treat you. Do you see yourself as valuable and worthy of the gift of love? Do you treat yourself lovingly and as a valuable being? And most importantly, do you treat OTHERS with love? That's the first step to feeling better about yourself. It’s ok to be truthful with yourself, though it may not be pretty! Awareness is the first and more powerful step on the path to change!

  2. Forgive yourself if you ever believe you aren't worthy of love. After all, there were probably things in your childhood or previous years that created that belief for you. It simply isn’t true; every being on this planet is worthy of love, after all, love is what we are here for, it’s what it’s all about. Say to yourself now; “I forgive myself for believing that I was not worthy of love.” Go look in a mirror and say it out loud to yourself, look yourself right in the eyes and say it like you mean it. 
  3. Post this affirmation up someplace where you will see it each and every day; "I have the courage to believe that I am worthy of love." Read it out loud, every day, at least once, ideally at least ten times each time you notice it. Sticky notes are fabulous for affirmations.

  4. Take action and make those words real. Begin loving and valuing yourself. It is said that you cannot give what you do not have. So, if you are not able to love and accept yourself unconditionally, how in the world are you going to love and accept anyone else unconditionally? Much less accept that love in return from them?

  5. Remember that love is not a feeling, it is a choice! Make the choice to love yourself. After all, who deserves it more? The more loving you are to yourself, the more loving you will be able to be to everyone around you. Family and friends will especially benefit from this. Make a choice to come from a place of love for yourself and for everyone who is important in your life.

  6. Think about what you need to fill that emptiness inside, that place that is longing for love. What specifically are you lacking? Find the answer and then give it to yourself. No one is more capable of loving you, and giving you exactly what you need than you are! When you learn how to fulfill yourself in that way, you stop searching for it outside of yourself and you suddenly begin attracting it to you. You change yourself from a sponge to a magnet! People see you radiating self love and they are drawn to you.

  7. Keep a journal. Write about your experiences, good and bad. When you write down your good experiences allow yourself to feel those good feelings again. When you remember the bad experiences, allow yourself to feel pride. Pride because you faced a challenge in your life and you are here today to write about it, which must mean you are a survivor and a fighter. Tell yourself, "I know pain, but I have yet to be introduced to surrender." Keep on keeping on.

  8. Get in Tune with Yourself. Music reminds us of who we really are.

  9. Do 3 things a day, to change yourself into your dream girl/guy. If it is gaining or loosing weight, then take a step by dancing for 20 minutes. If you want to ace your midterms, study harder. If you need to become more organized and stop procrastinating then start cleaning and maintaining a place for every single item. Do what is on your to do list by scheduling yourself. Those are an example of 3 things to do in one day, to further a goal of someone becoming more fit,great career and has mental clarity from liberation of clutter! Achieving your goals, can make you love yourself much more because you are building foundation of your own life and character. That is very attractive and will make you more valuable! Motivation ? happiness, success and hopefully inner peace. Grab a hobby, finish or start education. The brand new you will arrive. Success is the best revenge!

lamerrrr gileerrrrr...(rosak bahasa

lamanya tak on9... dapat on9 ni aku nak tulis bebanyak.. hamik ko... hahhaha


tolong la.. please la dun forget me.. i felt so empty without you... text me to bed, text me to wake up.. u used to do that but now no more... sigh....

help!!!aku dah lama sangat being an item... not just myself that i now cant live without knowing that i should treat others to... sedih amat.. dulu aku ni bdak poyo yang pikir hal diri sendiri je... hal orang lain lantak la.... but recently... i just notice how important it is to care about others... it is both suffocating and fun, in a way... i dunno.. tak tau.... sigh...

Monday, May 10

Perfect Boyfriends 101

saje je ni...


Heres a fw stuff u need to know when giving sumone a gift... kalu korang berjaya.. sesungguhnya kapel korang tu dah tak tgk korea atau baca komik BEN lepas ni...

TEDDY BEARS... sebelum korang nak bagi tu, gi pakat ngan tuan kedai tu dulu untuk sorokkan bear korang... its obvious if u carry it with u all the time...'s the trick... 1- sruh kak jaga kaunter tu bg time si dia nak prder makanan....2- letak kat kerusi dia time dia gi bsuh tgn... pastu time dia dtg, buat2 tak tau sampailah dia terlintas yg gift tu untuk dia ... 3- buat2 gaduh ngan dia then lempar bear tu depan dia... jgn lak gaduh besar...( ni tiru cite kartun)...

CAKES... it doesnt have to be expensive.. even brownies can do the trick... 1- spend a week trying to make the cake... dun reply her msg or say that u are bz.. bila dah sampai tahap bengang tu... bru reveal apa yg korang buat sepanjang minggu.. sure romantik habis ah.. tambah lagi ada lelaki nak masak untuk dia.. 2- korang kat kdai favorite korang... pastu sruh je pelayan tu dtg bwk kek... the ckp.." special for u, a complimentary from our baker,(nama ko)"... best kan tuh...

CHOCOLATES...byk cara nak bg... tapi satu yg paling best...1- bg satu dlu kat dia... then bila korang sampai kat tempat favorite korang, dia jumpa satu lagi( yg korang sorokkan terlebih dahulu)... then satu lagi... then satu lagi... n alaso make sure to write different things on each one of them... gerenti cair lah.. sumpah.. sumone once did that to me... so sweet...( thanks dear)...

LAGU... ni pun cerita benar... kalu korang nak bg lagu ni make sure suara korang sedap sebab kalu tak sedap tu just rosak suasana je...1- give a her cd of u singing his/her favorite song.... 2- play his/or her favorite song kat tempat favorite korang... jgn la play kat fon beb... sruh la tuan kedai tu pasangkan ke, apa ke...ingat, kreatif skit... 3- takleh nyanyi.. suara sumbang?? takpe... upah je orang utk mainkan utk korang... guna biola ke, gitar ke tak kesah.... asal lagu tu dia sgt suka... 4- ni paling simple... take note band ape dia suka, lagu jenis ape dia suka, then the next time jumpa, korang letak lagu tu sbgai ringtone korang... just to let him/her know that u care...

NOTE BOOK.. ni untuk bdak2 yang kapel pun masa still study ke hapa... its ok... no matter the price.. it would mean a lot to him/her...1- tulis betapa korang syg kat dia kat setiap hujung page buku tu... 2- tak tau nak bagi?? camni, takyah wrap ke apa... senang je... buat2 bertembung ngan dia then ckp je dia jatuhkan buku tu...(mcm soap opera je)....3- tinggalkan buku tu kat dewan kuliah...tapi make sure la dia akan perasan buku tu...kang takpasal kena lecture ngan lecturer...4- selit kat beg dia.. simple.. takyah pikir... kalu korang nak tambahkan unsur misteri, bagi buku ngan byk tanpa tulis nama korang... last2 bru tulis... gempak siot...

hahahaha.. apa lagi korang nak bagi kat dia?? bgtau je aku.. comment ke, apa ke... hehehe... sekadar kongsi pengalaman ok... kalu rasa cam poyo je... takyah ikut... kalu rasa korang syg kat dia.. pikir la sendiri ok...

p/s.. i really like the person that do these thing to sweet..thanks dear

Sunday, May 9

Halfway There


hihihihi... lesen aku la... bru dpt L.. maksudnya halfway siap la... my mum's new car pun halfway siap dibaiki... bleh ar aku merempit nanti... bije n khalis, ko tunggu la penangan kelisa modified aku tu...pergh... buat lesen ni troublesome gak an... letih sudey... tambah lak kena ulang alik gi kat Akademi Memandu KIST kat tgh bendang tu... kepanasannya sama taraf ngan panasnya tentera bju merah thailand kat Pm dorang... tambah lak aku gi amik lesen moto and keta sekaligus... panas square la jwabnya... tapi nasib baek ada yg bleh menyejukkan hatiku..pergh.. emo gituh... sapa?? adala...

That person sang beatiful words to my ears evertime we are together... dahla voice macam ala2 Daniel OIAM gitu.. terpukau cheq... so sweet... songs and lyrics that is so lovely even i dun know where it came from.. thanks... but the thing is... bak kata orang zaman jaaafar tonggek, "ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END".. waaa... cepatnya dia dah blik umah... nanti next sem sempat jumpa ke tak entah... sedih... i felt so empty inside (petikan dari 'Happiness in The Wind' episod jumaat lepas)... huhuhu... jgn la jadi macam cerita 'Cinderella's Stepsister' lak... Gihun pegi tak balik2... sedih...

adoi... camna ni... dahla sedih sebab dia dah takda... impian nak masuk USM pun hancur gak sebab tak dpt interview medic... waa.. im so depressed last nite... i cant even pick up Enin's call coz i dun wanna make her sad anymore... Enin! get well soon and do well in your exam ok... dun be like me... a loner...(lagu CNblue tu! Farid suka)... huhuhu

p/s: realy gonna miss ur voice whispering in my ears..

Wednesday, May 5

hepi mode HEPI MODE

huhuhuhu,,.... aku gumbira


kegumbiraanku menjelma sudah.. thanks james... u are such a sport!

hehehhe...HARIJADIKU... begun with a sad pace at first but it just simply changed... here's the story of SYARK IBRAHIM's 19th bday,

monday, 3rd May, my birthday... only a few text me wishing hepi birthday... hepi la skit... ENIN textd me precisely at 00.00... yeay... thanks enin.. then thats it... my birthday sucks... had to attend my license test and after that, thought of goin to hang out with frens but none can join me... so aku pegi je kb mall nyer secret recipe sesorang, order a slice of cake.. and sing "Hepi birthday to me"... so depressed... thank god aku tak pegi Muhibah, kalu tak lagi sedih tringat event lepas...then the day ends.. just as simple as that... a tragic birthday.

tuesday, yesterday that is, 4th May... went to bengkel memandu and praktikal kat litar... sucks like hell!!! boring as ever!!!... then he texted me,"my class ended, lets go out,i'll fetch u and take u back before Maghrib ok birthday boi"........ YEAY!! at least sumone wanna celebrate it with me.... hehehhe... gi makan mcD, ordered Mega Mac and his Coke + salt recipe... hehehe... its my first time in my 18 years of life, sumone celebrate my birthday with me, a real presence, not just a text and a call... thanks James... hehe.. such a gud pal... and an interesting one too... i never wonder a simple Sneakers could leave such wonder.. hahaha... maybe sebab dia suka baca novel dari BEN kot.. idk... thanks a lot!!! u made my birthday

p/s: i really need to learn more on how to be romantic
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