kesejukkanku...

 hujan turun mencurah-curah...
kini aku selsema sudah...
aiseyh....

ooo ooo ohhh...
hidung sakit tak terkira...
now im gonmna curse this rain like hell..
coz its the reason im in this pain...
this time i cant stand it...

i gotta take a rehab..
get this nose up on..
sakitku oh sakitnya....
makan ubat 6 biji pagi tadii...
tapi still tak jadiii..
apalah nasib diriii...

p/s: aku tulis ni sambil layan beat yang tuan cc ni pasang..

A new start for a Taurus

hari: Sabtu and Jumaat
aktiviti: Munsyi, hangout and phonografi

HELLO PEMBURU BERITA,

huhuhu... friday and saturday was fun...

Get to spend sometime with James on Friday, it might be the last time i meet him before his coming 2 months holiday... anas and muiz couldnt join us.. muiz is still MIA and anas just being a good boy and stayed home... soits just me and james, going to pasar malam, meeting up with syam, zul and azmeer pendek.. hahhaha... found a Asics with brown leather and white stripe but it doesnt have my size.. damn it! also tot of buying another Asics that looks like Farid's punyer tapi takut nanti dia bengang ngan aku lak tiru dia... kasut ko harga 40 heengit je Farid oi!!!

then it was Saturday already,
That morning i was down a lil bit but my frens cheer me up... thanks guys!!! then i just suit up an dgo ahead to my old beloved school, Smk LONG YUNUS... pergh.. nostalgik skit balik skolah lama ni... masih terpampang muka aku kat koridor tu macam la aku ni penyangak yang dikehendaki... hahahhaha... mujur bebudak asasi yang amik munsyi kat situ didn't notice it... hehehhehe...

Right after munsyi, aku ngan azrin hike kereta myvi merah milik khalis nak gi ke Pantai irama...
pergh.... he was driving like there's a license examiner at the back.. bapak slow.... at the beach, jumpa lak ngan Bije and his frens... bije tak habis2 nak kutuk orang... tak cukup kutuk dalam blog, tepi pantai pun jadi... huhuhu... "Cerita Kedai Tepi Pantai"...

LOVE LOCKDOWN

hari: Ahad
cuaca: Hujan lebat

WAHAI TEMANKU PENGGEMAR IRAMA,

Dengarkanlah irama hati ku yang sayu, tapi sungguh aku tidak menyesal. Im not going to hurt her anymore.
....maafkanlah kau... bukanny taknak bagitau dia awal-awal lagi tapi since the day we first met, i really like her and i dun wanna lose her... seriously i am... im her biggest fan, her biggest lover, truly i am...

BUT, as we move forward, its was too fast, further we goes and i became more and more obsessed of her. i just couldnt tell her that... and couldnt let her see the real me behind these dark eyes... because i dont want to lose her... to tell her that i just broke up with sumone just to be with her, to tell her that im not as in her eyes, to tell her that im not the best for her, to tell her about all the fuss that happens behind all our dates... my frens, my close frens knows everything about my condition before i met her but then i just couldnt tell her... i dun want to... 

THAT day, on her birthday, i had so much fun being with her.. truly... and then it also make me realize a single , very important fact, that i know my past would hunt me down... (they already did, they just wont stop)... i really afraid that imgoing to hurt her, no, i wouldnt do that to her... all those lies, those perfect little lies... i have to stop it... its better this way, u dont have to know the truth my dear, it will hurt u even more....

i'm sorry, truly sorry... dun forgive me...

i DONT know.. seriously i am..

blurr...


BANTULAH AKU PEMBURU BERITA!!

please help me guys.. im really blur about sumthing... at first it seems nuisannce tapi makin lama benda tu makin bersarang dalam kepalaku yang dah memang berlubang ni...ya allah.. kenapa la benda ni menghantuiku...


life i hard... its not diamond hard but its like meluruskan benang yang tersimpul punya hard... my frens plak mostly kata go for it... AZFAR said, "u need to do it.. TONITE!'... tapi taktau la.. lets give it some time, aku cakap..


But then, KIRAH KEMbar mengesahkan plak pernyataan dalam benak kepalaku...
adoi.... tolong la!!!... sesapa yang rasa diri berpengalaman in life choices, please help me... tak nak la bagi nasihat mcm Fadilah Kamsah tu...


Really, i know, its got to be done someday somehow... its a matter of time now... tapi please jangan kutuk aku kawan2... by that time, i really need someone to hold on to...


p/s: im not ready for this...

Phonografi

Tengok boleh.. ushar jangan..

my new look.. just got a haircut...*its my form 1 look

phonographs from her birthday

yus, juara Raja Lawak 1, my mum,s first reality tv celeb that she voted..

pening PENING!!

Pening la!!!

TOLONG AKU WAHAI PENCARI BAHAGIA,

huhuhuhuhu...

pening pening... kenapa??? aku pening memikirkan nak amik apa la ngan pointer yg rendah serandah paras sungai kelantan....OMG!! sumone said that USM pointers are lower this year but then with all those 4 flat scorers blooming everywhere, my fate is in far distance... tulun tulun!!!

its kinda scary... i mean, kita tak tau apa naseb kita... during this time of your life, kita rasa menyesal sangat.. kan?? huhuhuhuhu.. but then.. apa bleh buat... everything dah jadi... its all in HIS hands now...

for now, JUST LIVE THE MOMENT!! huhuhuhu... this week has been great... hanging out with the one i love and care... hehehehhe... spent the whole monday ngan awekku yg ultra comel, lagi comel dari teddy bear yg dia TERtinggal kat SHAH ALAM... huhuhu... her birthday was on 19 APRIL.. which is a week after my mum's, 13 APRIL, and then 2 weeks before mine, which also sets on MONDAY, 3rd MAY...

LOLOLOL>>>

Lots of birthday and so little budget... sorry mum...huhuhu... terpikir lak, sapa la yang nak ingat birthday aku ek.. hihihihihi... tak sambut pun takpe... doesnt mind...T_T..

Anyway, got a MUNSYI test this saturday.... cuak jugak... i mean, i know nothing bout it... mana tak cuak kan?? Some said that darn test is basically a personality test... huhuhu.. Here's a note from a blogger bout it..

"Bahagian A - Kesukaan"

Menggubah bunga Ya/Tidak

Makan bersama kawan-kawan Ya/Tidak

Suka memilih warna langsir rumah Ya/Tidak

HEH???? O.o

Bahagian B - Emosi

Sekali anda putus cinta, anda tidak akan bercinta selama-lamanya Ya/Tidak

Anda boleh berjenaka selepas baru putus cinta Ya/Tidak

Anda masih mahu bersahabat dengan sahabat anda walaupun sahabat anda bersikap dingin Ya/Tidak

Doktor tidak boleh bercinta dengan pesakitnya Ya/Tidak

LOLOLOL!

See how WEIRD the questions are??? There was Bahagian C and D jugak but i can't remember any strikingly klaka ones to post up. The 335 list of questions made me scoff and sneer most of the time, and cry 'heh' and 'apakah' at other times.

Sungguh peliiiiiiiiiiiiiiik! I wonder why they want to quiz us on these ridiculous questions anyway, and what they intend to do with the collected results. Maybe they're trying to determine whether USM products are daft to boot, or otherwise. LOL"

p/s: wish me luck!!

keKaWan BArU!!!!!

huhuhu...

APA KHABAR TEMAN SETIA??!!!!!!!!

mak aih.. lama gila tak upload post baru..

its been a while..

even though asasi dah habis tapi skrang bz ngan keja la plak.. adoyai..

tapi takpe.. aku happy je..

coming back to kelantan opens new things for mua..

 hahaha

i've got new great frens..

hehehe...

JAMES, MUIZ, ANAZ, AND BADR...

HUHUHU..

each shares one same common.. ..

and im not gonna tell u.. hahahahha

anyway,

been bz helping my dad out at his workplace..

darn..

which that i had another job..

well..

i did get offers but my mum wouldnt let me..

sigh~

hihihi,,,

life goes on babe...

ah shot.. late for lunch..

tata...

p/s: enjoying the streamyx at my place..